My Life as a mother of a disabled child

Life is difficult and sad most of the time but every day I make myself find at least one positive fact of the day. Today when Meagan came home the first thing she could say was hug mom hug. She would not stop until I picked her up and put her on my lap kissing her and hugging her. She kissed me constantly and laid her head on my chest then calmly said food mom food. I had stopped and got her, her favorite food chicken nuggets and french fries. She is so special and good in every way. I love her so much sometimes it hurts.